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Wednesday, 24 September 2014

There's more to it

Ever get that feeling, that thought that 

'There has to be more to this life'

Maybe I've become very contemplative because I've been on bed rest for over two weeks now. 

I have to apologize for being away for so darn long! But I've been dealing with health issues for a few weeks now. This year has sort of been putting me through the ringer with health problems. These challenges have landed me straight on my butt with not a whole lot of energy to get back up. I've had very little inspiration to blog since I've been in this bed of mine. But I've been thinking about this very subject for days, so I thought I would swing by my blog, say hi, and talk about this with you. 

So, do you get that feeling in life? That big question of 

"IS there more to my life than this?"

I guess with so much time on my hands- I have gone there. 

  • YES I'm a mother to the most wonderful child

  • YES I have the love of my life 
  • YES I have the pleasure of staying home to raise my family, and take care of my two loves

But in a way I almost feel like there is no 'ME' there in the mix of my own life. 

I've always wanted to raise my family. It's been my dream since I was a little girl who had been moved around a lot from one family member to the next. But I feel like that is only a part of who I am. 

Am I the only one?

I'm hoping to come back here more regularly next week, or the week after- depending on how I'm feeling. But thank you for the continued support, and patience as I start to feel better. 

Sunday, 7 September 2014


Hi all, 

I know I've been away for quite some time now. And I keep meaning to properly sit down and write a post for the day but I've had a lot going on in the past little while. 

For some reason stress has taken over- along with a liver cleanse that was absolutely needed at this time in my life. The move took a lot out of me. I'll be very honest with you about that. There's a part of me that loves constant change, thrives in it actually. But two moves in one summer really did me in. 

So I guess what I'm doing right now is taking it easy and slowly making this new apartment feel like my home. I promise I'll be back soon to give you a full update on life. For now, thanks for hanging tight, and thanks for staying with me.